[...]sleeping together kinda changes the whole "no we're just friends" thingthat ain't pathetic it's literally yeah no there ain't nothing i can say to that that won't sound like i'm trying to start another fight so i'm just gonna drop it. i wasn't looking for all the details but like [...]how many layers of disclosure's[...] whatever
you won't but everybody ain't you. is there anybody else i gotta watch my "vibes" around.
didn't we have a whole convo about my limp charisma dick like 5 days ago??? that ain't changed. idk how to do shit anymore there ain't nobody and besides the truck barely fits me there's no more room if i'm bein pathetically honest
[...] no i'm pretty sure i was being a dick just then. i'm sorry c
i should've said thanks for letting me know and [...] i'm glad you got a friend you can [...] rely on right now. [...] those're in short su[...] good. he's important to you i'll try not to be weird at him
and yeah it'd be cool if i could find somebody to hang out with like that but [...] i think my brain got all fucked up and i ain't much for this brave new world where i wanna. hang out with somebody i can actually talk with. instead of just have a good time with. cause idk how to go about that anymore so like it's easier to just [...] not try or something, cause i'm real good at making folks' lives more trouble than it's probably worth
at least we know we're forever great at being dicks to each other? you're fine, i should have just laid everything out if I was going to bring it up at all [...] instead of trying to ease into all [...] that. so I'm also sorry lo
you're more important to me too, so lmk if he does try any weird stuff with you as ive nothing against setting someone a friend straight, if needs be.
im sorry i broke you so badly all of that is completely understandable, but have to call bullshit on that last bit. you're real good at making people's lives easier-- better and being one of the most dependable motherfuckers still standing.
yeah next time let's just put everything on the table and go "look here's what the fuck's up"
he ain't done that. just had questions about how i fight more than your average bear that made me second guess everything when i found out it wasn't just a tea n biscuits kinda friendship.
ok well how about i say it like [...] figuring out how to get what i needwant[...] need's out of my wheelhouse and i don't wanna hurt anybody trying to figure myself out. i already hurt you enough and now i made shit complicated with john i don't want to bowl over anybody else's life just cause i'm lonely and i never learned how to deal with that good
[...] i know were having a serious conversation, but im sorry, how long did it take you to come up with "tea & biscuits kinda friendship"? apparently you picked up my poetry vice when I set it down? okay, ill stop
you'll figure yourself out, lo. we've got nothing but time, and you don't have to go it alone. i know it doesnt necessarily feel that way, but [...] you're stuck with me until you tell me to fuck off.
and i love you c but we're talkin about a role not you or duke're fit for, it hits different. every time either of you says i ain't alone it feels like it's driving my point in m
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sleeping together kinda changes the whole "no we're just friends" thingthat ain't pathetic it's literallyyeah no there ain't nothing i can say to that that won't sound like i'm trying to start another fight so i'm just gonna drop it. i wasn't looking for all the details but like [...]how many layers of disclosure's[...] whateveryou won't but everybody ain't you. is there anybody else i gotta watch my "vibes" around.
didn't we have a whole convo about my limp charisma dick like 5 days ago??? that ain't changed. idk how to do shit anymore there ain't nobody and besides the truck barely fits me there's no more room if i'm bein pathetically honest
DM, 11/24
apologies things didnt automatically progress from point a to point b??fucking A++ slaughterokayeveryonenone of your businessnofair enough. valid
[...] im not trying to come off as petulant, simply for the first time in my life have realized i need to shut my fucjing mouth
DM, 11/24
i should've said thanks for letting me know and [...] i'm glad you got a friend you can [...] rely on right now. [...] those're
in short su[...] good. he's important to you i'll try not to be weird at himand yeah it'd be cool if i could find somebody to hang out with like that but [...] i think my brain got all fucked up and i ain't much for this brave new world where i wanna. hang out with somebody i can actually talk with. instead of just have a good time with. cause idk how to go about that anymore so like it's easier to just [...] not try or something, cause i'm real good at making folks' lives more trouble than it's probably worth
DM, 11/24
you're
moreimportant to me too, so lmk if he does try any weird stuff with you as ive nothing against settingsomeonea friend straight, if needs be.im sorry i broke you so badlyall of that is completely understandable, but have to call bullshit on that last bit. you're real good at making people's lives easier-- better and being one of the most dependable motherfuckers still standing.DM, 11/24
he ain't done that. just had questions about how i fight more than your average bear that made me second guess everything when i found out it wasn't just a tea n biscuits kinda friendship.
ok well how about i say it like [...] figuring out how to get what i
needwant[...] need's out of my wheelhouse and i don't wanna hurt anybody trying to figure myself out. i already hurt you enough and now i made shit complicated with john i don't want to bowl over anybody else's life just cause i'm lonely and i never learned how to deal with that goodDM, 11/24
[...] i know were having a serious conversation, but im sorry, how long did it take you to come up with "tea & biscuits kinda friendship"? apparently you picked up my poetry vice when I set it down? okay, ill stop
you'll figure yourself out, lo. we've got nothing but time, and you don't have to go it alone. i know it doesnt necessarily feel that way, but [...] you're stuck with me until you tell me to fuck off.
DM, 11/24
and i love you c but we're talkin about a role not you or duke're fit for, it hits different.
every time either of you says i ain't alone it feels like it's driving my point in m