yeah next time let's just put everything on the table and go "look here's what the fuck's up"

he ain't done that. just had questions about how i fight more than your average bear that made me second guess everything when i found out it wasn't just a tea n biscuits kinda friendship.

ok well how about i say it like [...] figuring out how to get what i need want [...] need's out of my wheelhouse and i don't wanna hurt anybody trying to figure myself out. i already hurt you enough and now i made shit complicated with john i don't want to bowl over anybody else's life just cause i'm lonely and i never learned how to deal with that good