[...] no i'm pretty sure i was being a dick just then. i'm sorry c

i should've said thanks for letting me know and [...] i'm glad you got a friend you can [...] rely on right now. [...] those're in short su [...] good. he's important to you i'll try not to be weird at him

and yeah it'd be cool if i could find somebody to hang out with like that but [...] i think my brain got all fucked up and i ain't much for this brave new world where i wanna. hang out with somebody i can actually talk with. instead of just have a good time with. cause idk how to go about that anymore so like it's easier to just [...] not try or something, cause i'm real good at making folks' lives more trouble than it's probably worth