okay, good thing i have no plans to better myself as a person - this is what u get, universe

full disclosure: the reason I started talking to John was indeed a game of drunken spin the bottle and so yeah, there's [...] that, but have since discussed how we're more interested in having a friend rather than pursuing, well, anything else.

i should have said something, but was afraid of it turning into something weird, but in not saying anything only made things much weirder and... i'm sorry for that, arlo. i think i was trying to protect you in some way, but went about it in completely the wrong way.

okay. i really dont like feeling like strangers, so my bad for anything ive done, inadvertently or not, to push you away while I tried to find my head. i miss my best friend too. what if we just end up hurting each other again though and